how it feels....

it feels like......now, you worried about something that ever happened in the past, then just like having a memories that suddenly appear and running around in your head. i just can't imagine if that "thing" really happen, for the second times! the power of words......

it. was. repeated.

it has been almost 1,8 years ago, since he said that statement to me, not long after that, it was really happened. he ran away with his new girl, and left me behind here, not moved. unfortunately, it was repeated. last night. then, let's see what will happen.